Archive for February, 2008
Day 13 already
Day 13 on the New Hire Calendar and I’m happy since it’s just two more days and I’m done with my class. Yippee!! At long last.. this is my second New Hire class and it’s back to back CRAZY ramp. After this, no more class but I have to keep track of their performance. They better do good since it will be my appraisal (said with prayers 
)
Totally drained out
dum..du-dum.. dumdum.
I AM BORED. But hey it’s SATURDAY! Finally! But money’s running out as well hehehe might be staying at W’s place and watch DVDs (which reminds me I need to finish Princess Diaries II).
I’m sleepy and I look sleepy. But I can’t sleep. I need to finish checking my class’ assessment papers. 20 of them! I am fervently praying that there will be no retake this Monday. Please. Have mercy on me.
My Favorite Picture of Us
This was taken when we were at Frankee’s house, got nothing to do so we decided to drop by. Whenever I look at this picture, it never fails to make me smile. Always.
I love you, Pare.
I’m tired
It’s Thursday and I’m freaking tired. Plus I have a lot of things in my head right now. I’m pressured. And I’m tired.
Something’s bothering me since the start of this week, thus the constant changes in my mood. Good thing I get to vent it out to Wackow, he understands my work since he is also a trainer. Sometimes I find myself staring into space, trying to make sense out of things and now I’m even questioning myself if I’m living up to what is expected of me however I want to exceed it. I know, confidence issues. I never realized it not until I had a meeting with my Lead Ronan and Vet trainer: Jet (the meeting ran for three hours, that I left Jade all alone to handle the class. Good thing she has the timeline to guide her.. wheew!).
Anyway, I can’t seem to understand my thoughts. Seems like my mind is floating here and there. Escaping perhaps? Or I just don’t understand this. At all. I wish somebody can sort out my thoughts for me.
You, (yes you; whoever is reading this), I am sorry if my words fail me. I guess I better keep these thoughts to myself.
Later…
back to square one
Got a new class starting yesterday. It feels weird that when I was preparing for the class (yeah, I went to the office last Sunday.. Pathetic), I was looking at the new hire calendar and I had to start with Day 1 when just Friday of last week I was looking at Day 15: the very last day of new hire calendar.
Feels weird. And I’m tired. My boss noticed it and offered that I have the option to go on leave right after the class or take care of Admin stuff with another class. Yeah! I might be considering that. Let me think….
BRB. Gotta take care of my class.
Mid-week post
So far so good… And it’s the last week of my class! Yipee!! My very first class: ETC 10. I might be writing something about the class on the very last day, depends on the mood of course hehehe They are planning to go out after class. I’m inviting Wackow as well.
I’m a bit sad. I found out from Wackow that our friend, Abby, is at the hospital due to pneumonia. We’re planning to visit her this Saturday if she won’t be discharged by then.
Get well soon, Abby.
